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No Longer Functioning by didyousayNINJA, literature

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No Longer Functioning

I was functioning perfectly fine, before you came into my life, everything was the way it should have been; nothing out of place; nothing broken or lost; but now I've become a misplaced whisper, something on the tip of your tongue, but you just can't remember me. Now I sit on the edge of my sanity ready to push myself this ledge and disappear into oblivion without a second thought; a glance back at what used to be; a blissful memory of my life before you. Don't try to catch me as I fall.

In Your Abscence by didyousayNINJA, literature

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In Your Abscence

What is happiness without you it does not exist, for me without you sometimes i forget to breathe What is love when only a simple memory is left for me Just a whisper just a touch just a fading dream I'm waking from I can't help it if I'm thinking of thinking of you Is it alright if I dream of you will I able to take the shock when I wake alone away from you

Feelings hiding behind my lips by didyousayNINJA, literature

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Feelings hiding behind my lips

I wait patiently for your eyes to meet mine don't walk away girl I need to you find that my words are sincere that my heart is right here for you to hold just take it. My heart beats so loudly surely you'll hear it my mind is crashing I don't think I can stand it where did my sanity go? You are both the source of my happiness and the one I want to share it with wont you share it with me? Wont you be my sweet melody? Just the little bits of you the smile you smile at me the voice that rings in my ears give me the strength to breathe but why can't I breathe right now?

My Father by didyousayNINJA, literature

The only one by didyousayNINJA, literature

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The only one

Walking alone, such a long way from what is supposed to be home, I feel so much comfort where the silence plays melodies in my ears. I may be the only one here but your still right next to me, whispering songs for only us to dance to. It's dark and cold but I still have your frail butterfly hands in my own. Your warmth flows through me, remnants of your kiss still linger on my lips, I don't want to go home. I want to turn around, run back to your arms, but I know I'm the only one out here, on my way to what is supposed to be home.

Speak to me by didyousayNINJA, literature

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Speak to me

I need you here now before I forget how to breathe every cell in me screams for you, as you get farther and farther away I thought you wanted love forever, try your hardest to remember how we used to giggle every night, until our faces were cherry red, we used to giggle every night at nothing at all, no nothing at all speak to me bring life to my world where everything has lost it's meaning speak to me convince me to breathe again speak to me convince me that you can live without me because I can't live without you

My name by didyousayNINJA, literature

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My name

My Name My mother first heard my name in Paris, France and thought, that's such a beautiful name, if I ever have a little girl I'll name her Jazmin Rene. My mother has always thought my name was such a "pretty name" there wasn't much reasoning behind my name though she did have lots of candidates. My mother considered many other names once she was pregnant with me: Amelina, my grandmother's middle name; Arianna, another "pretty name"; Then she considered Taina, for the Taino people; my father had come up with the name Jody as a variation on my mother's name Judith. How odd would that be, to introduce yourself as 'Judy and this is my daughter

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No Longer Functioning by didyousayNINJA, literature

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No Longer Functioning

In Your Abscence by didyousayNINJA, literature

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In Your Abscence

Feelings hiding behind my lips by didyousayNINJA, literature

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Feelings hiding behind my lips

My Father by didyousayNINJA, literature

The only one by didyousayNINJA, literature

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My name by didyousayNINJA, literature

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She is the impulse to love by didyousayNINJA, literature

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She is the impulse to love

Her essence captures all of the senses. She is a symphony of everything beautiful. She is the smell of grass and pine after it rains. She is the prickling of goosebumps on my skin and the excited butterflies in my stomach. She is smooth, thick, sweet honey soothing the sour taste in my mouth. She is the many colors of the sunset mixing with the horizon and the sea.

She is the impulse to love

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Artist // Student // Literature

Feb 19
United States
Deviant for 13 years
She / Her

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I'm just a girl who doesn't know what she's doing. I'm drawing constantly, though I don't have a scanner to upload my pictures. I major in art and illustration. I want to be a photographer, an artist, and a writer when I grow up. I write to let out tension or express happiness. That's all... I'm just Jazmin.

Current Residence: NYC :D
Favourite style of art: realistic, portraits, poetry, photography, manga/anime
MP3 player of choice: iPod. really old ipod, but 20 gb so its cool
Skin of choice: not my own
Favourite cartoon character: hobbes

Favourite Movies

P.S. I love you, Never Let Me Go, The Notebook, Limitless

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

SHINee, NeverShoutNever, Christina Perri, Adele, everything

Favourite Books

don't make me choose when there are so many >3<

Favourite Writers

Sarah Dessen

Favourite Games

punch buggie :D

Other Interests

rain.photography.books.writing.poetry.music.death.singing.playing guitar.drawing

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didyousayNINJA

Jan 16, 2012

valentines day ._.

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I'm thinking about doing some kind of romantic gesture for the girl I like on valentine's day but at the same time I don't know if I should since I was pretty much ignored when I gave her a birthday present. Plus what if she rejects me, and I think she has a girlfriend. Aaaaaiiiiiiiissssshhhhhhh! I'm so conflicted. >____

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didyousayNINJA

Dec 23, 2011

why

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So I have this best friend who is now an ex-best friend and idk why. Suddenly she's ignoring me and avoiding me and acting like I don't exist or giving me attitude and I HAVE NO FUCKING IDEA WHAT THE FUCK I DID TO UPSET HER. And for her being someone who supposedly don't put up with bitch behavior this is a bit out of character. She could at least confront me like I've seen her do before to other people she hates. She could at least tell me that she hates me but no, she fucking does a 180 from best friend  to bitch. and then today she's just repeating very loudly about Christmas gifts and how shes "not giving one to EVERYONE tho". like i fuck

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didyousayNINJA

Dec 11, 2011

Devious Journal Entry

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It's all I can do to stop myself from screaming, in the middle of class, on the top of my lungs, to you who's only a few seats away,that I think I'm falling for you. It's all I can do to stop myself from thinking of your reaction, how you would react if you saw that it was me screaming your name,that it was me who wanted you as badly as I do. It's all I can do to stop myself from grabbing your arm as you walk out of class and kissing you right there, probably embarrassing you with my public affection, especially when I'm a girl. It's all I want, to walk down the halls hand in hand with you, to wait for you after class, to escort you home,